Space

July 2001
Costa Rica

Space is a relevant term. You could be miles away from someone and still feel as though they are right there beside you. Or, you can be touching someone and they can feel so far away that they are unreachable. What is it about me that makes me so untouchable? Or is it that being touched scares me? Am I afraid of accepting love? I have been hurt before. Does that subconsciously make me avoid closeness? Or is it that I chose men I can’t have? Do I set my standards too high? In some ways I have accepted that destiny will bring whatever she will bring and that my job is to live my life to its fullest. If it is meant to be, it will be.

My time will come.